Jesy Nelson has shared a deeply emotional update on life with her twin daughters, Ocean and Story, revealing new photos of the babies with feeding tubes following their devastating spinal muscular atrophy (SMA) type 1 diagnosis.
The singer, 34, who welcomed the twins nine months ago with her ex-partner Zion Foster, posted the tender images to her Instagram Stories on Monday. In the snaps, Ocean and Story are seen being pushed in their prams, wrapped up warmly in matching pink hats, brown teddy-bear coats and a knitted blanket.
Jesy affectionately captioned the photos “Ocean bear” and “Story bear,” offering a rare glimpse into moments of softness amid what she has described as an overwhelmingly painful daily reality.
SMA type 1 is a rare genetic neuromuscular condition that causes progressive muscle weakness and wasting. Babies with the condition often require feeding tubes due to severe difficulties with swallowing, sucking and breathing — challenges that Jesy says now define much of her daughters’ everyday lives.
While the images appear sweet and serene, the former Little Mix star has been brutally honest about what life behind the camera looks like. Speaking to the Daily Mail, Jesy admitted that the medical procedures her babies must undergo every day leave her emotionally shattered.
“Every day is so full-on,” she said. “I can speak about it, but I’ll never be able to explain how intense it is until you actually see it.”
She went on to describe the emotional conflict of caring for her daughters, explaining that while she knows the procedures are helping them, it feels unbearable in the moment.
“They’re so tiny and I have to do things which I know are doing them good, but when they’re crying and screaming, it feels like I’m hurting them,” Jesy shared. “I hate that I have to be the person to do that. I just want to be their mum.”
Jesy described life with Ocean and Story as an emotional rollercoaster, admitting that some days feel “really fing s,” while others are slightly lighter. No two days are the same, and the emotional weight never truly lifts.
“I don’t know how to explain my life day to day,” she said. “Sometimes it’s unbearably hard, and other times the days don’t feel quite as heavy. I don’t forget their diagnosis — but some days are easier than others.”
The singer said other mothers had warned her that this emotional unpredictability would become her new normal, forcing her to learn how to take each day as it comes.
Jesy has also been vocal about her determination to campaign for change. She is calling for SMA testing to be included in the standard newborn blood spot (heel prick) test, explaining that earlier diagnosis could dramatically improve outcomes for affected children.
The test costs around £1, and Jesy believes earlier detection could have significantly altered her daughters’ journey.
Beyond SMA, Ocean and Story faced additional complications before birth. Jesy revealed the twins suffered from twin-to-twin transfusion syndrome (TTTS) in the womb — a rare and life-threatening condition affecting identical twins who share a single placenta. The babies were born prematurely at 31 weeks.
“They had TTTS, which affects a rare percentage of identical twins,” Jesy explained. “One baby gets too many nutrients and the other doesn’t get enough — but either way, it’s dangerous for both. If you don’t get treatment, they will die.”
Despite the bleak prognosis often associated with SMA type 1 — including the possibility that affected children may not live beyond the age of two — Jesy remains fiercely hopeful.
Speaking on Great Company with Jamie Laing, she said she truly believes Ocean and Story will defy the odds now that they are receiving treatment.
“Their muscles are deteriorating, and without treatment everything stops — breathing, swallowing, everything,” she said. “But my girls are the strongest, most resilient babies. I really believe they’re going to beat this.”
Alongside the emotional baby updates, Jesy also shared images of herself dressed glamorously while spending time with friends — a moment of normalcy she says is essential for survival amid the chaos.
As she continues to navigate motherhood under unimaginable circumstances, Jesy’s honesty has resonated deeply with parents across the world — shining a light not only on SMA, but on the unseen strength required to keep going when every day feels uncertain.
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